It's not fair. Really. Reality isn't. I don't think it's fair to you, to your parents, to or even to me. I don't know why this has to happen to you of the millions of people out there and i'm afraid and worried. I guess anyone would. It takes a hell lot to admit that God has planned out everything and everything is suppose to happen for a reason. But is it really true? Or is it the way it's suppose to be? What good would such a thing be? I guess I am unable to see the bigger picture here for now. Maybe in some time to come, and i'll come to understand why. There are already see some differences in you. You get tired easily, you can't get around much and you say I can't annoy you anymore, your health won't be able to take it. But thankfully, your spirits are still there. Thats more than I can ask for, and that's all that is important right now.