Hope you had a merry little christmas. Spent eve at my ah ku mike's place, and boy does he prepare wonderful feast fit for a king. Yum yum. (chinese new year coming soon. expect steamboat pictures soon! I bet it'll be like two huge pots) I think christmas is the best time for kids. I remember my sis, cousins and I used to beg the adults saying "open just oneee?? pleaseee." *blinks blinks show puppy eyes* then count down to 12 midnight to open the presents. Haha my sis and I would even sneak out in the middle of the night and slowly peel off the wrapper at the side and take a sneak peek to what our presents are, then carefully seal it all back, put it under the tree. hehe no trace of evidence at all! Ninja style.

Grandpa, me, tessa, mum, sarah, grandma

Hehe got an ipad 2 from my mum and a sound bass system from my sister and charles. Squeals. Didn't expect though. I'm blasting songs using that speaker in my room now. It has a nice bass system. Can party by myself in my room already.

okay I still love christmas no matter what the age. ;0 After all its not the presents, it is jesus' birthday! (really really) hehe muacks!

Went to the art science museum at mbs for the titanic exhibition. It was pretty unique. They gave us each a boarding card each with a real life name and facts and at the end you get to see whether you 'survived' the journey or not. I must say that the details that they put into it is quite impressive. They even had a huge ice block for you to feel and sound effects. The first class and the third class really had an world of difference. Charmaine's first class 66 year old character died. The reason was one of the special quotes we saw while passing through; it said "As we have lived together, we shall die together." haha it sounds so much like her :)
Actually we were not allowed to take any pictures inside but i snuck a few. I wonder if Jack and Rose were real or fictional. They had to be fictional right? And I can never understand the mechanics behind how a ship can float when it's so super heavy. Just like how a plane can fly with so many barrangs filled on it.













Headed to cherie's house for christmas gathering. Haha it has been our tradition for many years. Exchange of gifts and our secret santa. hehe I also bought them rings from bangkok! Though we may not meet up as often anymore, am still glad that our conversations are still as easy and carefree. Love the simple innocence, and back in the days.

ps. yicheng says he wants to buy kinect. hehehe. means i can use it as well.

I still remember the look on your face
Been through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I'm not much for dancing but for you did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips, just like our last

I hope everything goes well.. I feel so very helpless. I don't even know what to respond to people. Speechless maybe. I try to act brave and shit all but I am worried. Who wouldn't be. I can't even spend christmas with him. I guess suddenly everything else doesn't seem to matter as much anymore... Be brave.
xoxo

Happy birthday nat! Pretty gurrl.










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“It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe thats the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap…maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.
— Alex Karev, Grey’s Anatomy

Holidays are here! One month of freedom and peace to enjoy it. So last tuesay went over to malaysia Kupkup with my gesl group and then the very next night went to mbs stayover thanks to Ennoi! I don't have kupkup pictures now, cause everyone is apparently lazy to upload. (including me) The view at mbs was really nice. People who went were from the og venetians during foc camp. Extreme bunch of people they are. haha

Imagine how we slept that night with amount of people. Luckily i got the side of the bed. hehe

Crazy card games. Dont' know how many bottles of beer glenn brought over and where he got them from? Everybody damn scared to kana the forfit.

Went Kudeta after that. Apparently quite spacious, not the suffocating squeezing in mrt kind. It was free too! Cause it's on weds and even the guys managed to get in for free. There was alot of old people there too. And there was this bunch of old ladies which tried to hit on my friend and even squeezed his ass?!? HAHA. Kept disturbing them afterwards.

The view at the roof garden was really awesome. But really looking so horrible in the photos. 2 nights of not sleeping does this to you.

But after the whole thing, glad to be back at the comfort of my own home. Gonna meet nat for shopping and do our nails! hehe. Only stupid prissy pangsei us.

Much credit to Yishuen's camera.